Saying Goodbye

I was a reluctant to share about this at first but the thought of it turning into a distant memory and fading away is a bit too much for the heart to handle so here I am writing this so that if I find myself caught in flashbacks in the future, I'll come back to this space to remind me of the good old days.

If you've been reading my blog for some time, you'd probably know among my very close group of friends, there's a thorn among all the roses. 

Even though our relationship is just like Tom and Jerry, he's def more like a brother than a friend. We've seen each other grow since pri school and it's safe to say that he knows me inside out and vice-versa. It may sound cheesy but our friendship is a big part of what made me who I am today.

Too much fond memories we share...

My favourite has got to be the times we travel together. KL, Pangkor, Boracay... ahhh those young and carefree days now long gone........

Lying on the sands by the beach & talking about anything under the skies & eventually fall asleep.....

Driving around at the wee hours just because we don't feel like going home.......also long gone cos by 9 pm there's nowhere I rather be besides my bed.

Bawling my eyes out when he left for Umrah with his parents on his 24th birthday... 

Sending me home right at my doorstep without fail even though unwillingly 90% of the time.....

list goes on and on T_T

So imagine how upset I was when one fine morning he told me I probably won't be seeing him on my big day, Gave a reply full of confused emoji and question marks before he told me he's been offered a job in UAE and he's gonna be staying there for IDK how long.

Didn't know how to react then but I remember crying so sooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly.

GAH

I know things are going to change after we get married (Right after I got engaged he made it clear we shouldn't hanging out as often. I dk how some people can maintain a platonic relationship after marriage and still go out just the two of them?? ) but this is just a little bit harder for me to digest....

Two weeks ago we all gathered at my house and he announced the news to the rest of the girls. Had his fiancee not been there, I would have burst into a cry fest. 

:(

And two days ago, he got married. My best friend is married omg I still can't believe it.

The morning before his nikah he sent us a long message thanking us for our support all these while and how he loves us all and that it's gonna be the last time he's saying this to us. *CRIES*

This morning he sent another lengthy text message thanking us for helping him for his wedding despite busy planning for our own at the same time and went on and on wishing us all the good things in life and hereafter. No prize for guessing correctly what I first did when I read the message.

T_T

xoxo, N